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Its my way.......

I am here with another piece of truth that is to be acknowledged while we swim against the tides in this sea of life.
I would like to start this with a line form my favourite telugu song: "intavaraku yendu koraku vinta parugu ani adakku gamaname ni gamyam ithe bata lone brathuku doraku,prasnalone badulu viunde gurtu patte gundenadugu". It goes like this "don't question yourself for where you are, why are you running(living).If the journey itself is your goal you will find the answer in that way itself".  This song inspires me all the time .It hepls me  keep myself motivated when I feel low.

Life is a marathon.To live life is the greatest challenge before humankind. I often encounter in myself about what life is.What is my purpose in life ? What can I do to add a small drop of mine in this ocean of human kind.From all these days of   deep thinking I understood that it takes a  a life time to answer.When I was a child my outlook was limited and so my purpose of living.As I am growing older my puprose is expanding ,taking new dimensions ,rising beyond the horizons I dreamt of.
I have decided to pursue a greater goal ,a selfless one.I have dreamt of helping the poor and destitute, the unwanted .I wanted to make an impact on the lives of people.In pursuing this, I faced  many challenges.I discovered that many people are competing with me,I am left behind.I tried hard to run but for no avail.All that bothered me then was that people are moving leaving me behind.I lost faith in relationships.I felt betrayed by everybody around me.I cried in silence .I spent sleepless nights bothering ,about crossing those people who at that time were far from me.This further wasted my little energy that was left; I could only realise this when I started emerging .
Image result for vivekananda quotes on self confidenceThat little book of swami vevekananda made my life. As I had no choice I believed in whatever is said in that book. Very soon I could recover.To my surprise I was  already ahead of many of those whom I wished to cross.I am on my way to success. Many are approaching me to gain from my wisdom,thanks to swamy vivekananda .

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I learnt to believe in my strengths, I learnt to feel thankful for all that god has given me and is going to give me.I decided that I will not allow any place for regrets in my heart.I started to rediscover the dream of mine.I discovered that life will be full of ups and downs,for every big mountain you cross you will have a bigger one waiting for you .Now I don't have place for   ego, gealousy, anger or any such thing.I leart to know myself  , to feel surprised at everytime I discover myself being different.Now I am in no position nor I have  ample time to bother about others, as I am busy in enjoying my strenghts .Now I have a clarity on life, I have strength to work and most importantly the ability to recover when I fall.
My problems did not change,my challenges a becomimg more and more tougher but I am not the one I was. Now I  love challenges for I know that I can become strong, only , if I win over them.So  the moral of the story is "change your thoughts and that changes your world"

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